I wish i hated women

[BlackFag]

i wish i had women with all my heart
i wish whenever i saw one i could just feel total hatred for their existence
i wish i was like ER,

but God has punished me, i cannot hate them
i understand why they have always hated me
i understand why they found my disgustingly ugly
and who am i to demand that they love me.
i'm just a 2/10 manlett nigger, i don't even belond to the nation i live in
i wish i could see women and imagine myself harming them
and not loving them.

i almost always go to bed fantasising about cuddling one, and kissing her forehead
before quickly being woken up to the reality

that i never had friends, no person ever found me attractive
not even my own father loved me enough to stay in my life
so what am i to expect?

i was born to die it seems

 

[Herker]

What have you tried to get a partner?

 

[Pluto]

 

[BlackFag]

What have you tried to get a partner?

tried talking to people on my campus

back in highschool mostly did it for friendships never really worked (the opposite happened jfl)

i've gotten better results in Uni but i know its simply a honeymoon phase as someone who looks and sounds like me
is bound to suffer alone (unless i end my life)

 

[Herker]

tried talking to people on my campus

back in highschool mostly did it for friendships never really worked (the opposite happened jfl)

i've gotten better results in Uni but i know its simply a honeymoon phase as someone who looks and sounds like me
is bound to suffer alone (unless i end my life)

Yeah same, never really worked out for me in hs either and got bullied for even trying lmfao. How tall are you tho?

 

[BlackFag]

Yeah same, never really worked out for me in hs either and got bullied for even trying lmfao. How tall are you tho?

5'6 jfl
average height in canada right now is 5'11

 

[Herker]

eh thats not bad, I know people at my uni who are 5'3 and chopped and they still have gf's.

 

[BlackFag]

eh thats not bad, I know people at my uni who are 5'3 and chopped and they still have gf's.

are they white?
and if not
wtf am i doing wrong, is there something specifically wrong with me????

 

[Herker]

are they white?
and if not
wtf am i doing wrong, is there something specifically wrong with me????

No they are asian JFL. The thing your probably doing wrong is not having a social circle because thats what worked for these niggas. If you dont have social circle you have to rely on cooked methods like dating apps or cold approach where girls are more brutal; cause they know low status guys run this shit. If youre in uni thats the optimal place to build social circle and if ur out of uni it can still work. Start watching NT podcasts to mimic standard conversational skills.

 

[discernment]

I don't want to just give you platitudes like "it will get better" and "you'll find someone soon" etc because thats probably completely unhelpful... but as you are at university, I am assuming you are very young, so please try to not be so hard on yourself because things may change in the future. I know its really tough, i'm sorry that you're hurting so much

 

[SASU-KE]

That sounds pretty brutal. A partner is necessary to stave off loneliness. I hope you find a good woman.

 

[Special Week]

Shut up, Incel. Just because of things you say in your post is the reason girls don't like you apart from the fact that most girls are superficial so stop looking for something you know they're going to reject you for, especially given the utter rubbish you've written in your post

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Blackfag... i can't tell if you're a big fan of blackflag who made a terrible mistake, or a grade A memester.