Venting I wish I could suppress loneliness

[artificialpasta]

I wish there was a drug that can numb that part of my brain that demands me to belong somewhere
(no, literally -- if there's a drug that can do that please let me know)

 

[FuneralCry]

Loneliness can be painful, I'm sorry you are suffering. Our own thoughts can torture us. I cannot wait to be free from existence.

 

[ClownMe]

I know how terrible loneliness is and I also wish there was a magic drug I could take to make me feel less alone.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Im all alone. I can never feel fulfillment by being around people. I crave connection and interaction too much but I cant bring myself to converse with other people. It is a self defeating attitude and i dont know how to break out from it. None existence is the only solution to my problems. I cant stop suffering alone

 

[Rabbit]

Maybe it comes from helping others you are not connected to and not worry about trying to belong. It's something I'm struggling with too.

 

[Ash]

I hear you. I either want to belong or, as I clearly don't belong anywhere, to not want to. Whoever said you don't miss what you never had was talking rubbish.

 

[agate]

For years I felt mind numbing loneliness, but lately , there's nothing. I know I must still be lonely because nothing in my situation has changed.
I'm just totally used and indifferent to it now I guess. Also, most people (except here off course) , suck anyway , so why would I want to connect with them at that deeper level?
I'd much rather interact with non-human intelligent beings at this point, but that won't happen either. Oh well.

 

[TheHatedOne]

oh damn i wish therewas something like that too, loneliness really hurts....