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Steamm

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Feb 28, 2020
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SN seems terrible. Damn.
 
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schopenh

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Oct 21, 2019
385
And you have to fast. WELP
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
i thought about eating a lot of bacon. I read that SN is used in it.
 
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lymbo

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Oct 12, 2019
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
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I am gonna east some chocolate then jump under a train
 
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pleasethistime

Experienced
Jun 25, 2018
256
I think Wouldnt be a problem if you ate a little bit of chocolate or honey after sn.
I will definitely drink a little bit of water after sn. I made tests with table salt and dryness is very shitty
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
Yeah, I've read about people eating a small chunk of chocolate or something like that afterwards to help with the taste
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
679
They should make cakes with that stuff. :hug:
 
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Sinkinshyp

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Sep 7, 2020
947
I plan to have a tiny piece of dark chocolate after drinking it
 
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Forgotten

Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
Yeah, I wanted to eat some delicious food before CTB. Having to fast, take a bunch of meds and then drink something that tastes horrible before my final moments in this world sounds pretty anticlimactic.
 
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nitroautnz

nitroautnz

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Sep 11, 2020
361
I lose a lot of weight in the last year, know i decide i will eat what i want during the weekend, because i barely eat during the week so i loose what i gan during the weekend.I want to enjoy food until i ctb. Probably another good reason to do something different that SN !
 
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NihilisticTendencies

NihilisticTendencies

OfPainAndFear
Sep 17, 2020
26
I'd recommend chocolate. It has a chemical in it that gives you a similar feeling to being in love, so it makes you feel rather good.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Something that tastes good coming back up would be nice.
 
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BorderlineSuicidal

BorderlineSuicidal

Let death bless me with you
Aug 30, 2020
40
I mean when I attempted with SN I had bites of chocolate in between me drinking it. I threw up a little, but it would have almost certainly worked regardless if the person I was living with at the time didn't hear me/wasn't around. So it isn't completely unrealistic to at least eat a little something that tastes good while doing it. That said, SN tastes nasty. It's pretty much straight up saltwater with a slightly different texture/mouthfeel
 
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voidman

voidman

emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
217
I mean when I attempted with SN I had bites of chocolate in between me drinking it. I threw up a little, but it would have almost certainly worked regardless if the person I was living with at the time didn't hear me/wasn't around. So it isn't completely unrealistic to at least eat a little something that tastes good while doing it. That said, SN tastes nasty. It's pretty much straight up saltwater with a slightly different texture/mouthfeel
Did you end up going to the hospital?
 
BorderlineSuicidal

BorderlineSuicidal

Let death bless me with you
Aug 30, 2020
40
Did you end up going to the hospital?
Yeah, I did. I was in the hospital for several days. Mainly because I had to be on oxygen. Then I was in a psych hospital for nearly two weeks.
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
473
I wish I could die tasting something bad and remember how my life here was
 
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AnotherBrick

AnotherBrick

Member
Jun 25, 2020
47
It really is such a shame that SN requires fasting... I would love to go out with a delicious meal and an alcoholic drink of some kind. I'm happiest drunk. But even if I didn't do SN, it's so risky to attempt almost any method inebriated. Don't want to end up severely injured and alive, after all.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
I'm upset about having to die with the SN taste too. I've been dreaming about having a Dairy Queen ice cream cake as the last food before my fast.
 
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