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But I am scared to do it
 
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sivvie

sivvie

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Aug 23, 2021
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I feel you. I've had my SN for almost two months now and still can't bring myself to drink it. :/
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
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I feel you. I've had my SN for almost two months now and still can't bring myself to drink it. :/
Means it isn't time. If it's ever time, you'll know. Take it day by day.
 
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FuneralCry

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I understand how you feel. I am very tired of living and I have never wanted to be alive, but yet it is so difficult to leave this life. It can be unbearable being stuck in a life you hate. For me, there is the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. More than anything I wish it was easier to leave. I'm sorry you are in this situation, this life really can be a nightmare. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 

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