This may not be for everyone, and I've learned my lesson to not share these types of things with my friends I met in psych wards. There's something about the truly mentally ill, it just never ends well. Anyway, since I was a kid my world has been very gray. Ever since about 8 years old I don't think a day has gone by that I didn't think about suicide. That's about when I learned an escape was possible.
If I was going to recommend this to anyone, I'd have to mention three things first. One, I started taking acid at 14, up until then have I ever experienced anything so gorgeous and pretty. Since then I've tripped thousands of times, but spent a long time without psychedelics, like at least 10-15 years. Two, in my opinion the acid must be very clean, meaning all visuals and none of that horrible body/anxiety/stressful feeling. And three, and I think this is most important: You must be in a certain state of mind. In my opinion (and I just learned this) the ONLY way to get to this state I speak of is by doing something athletic. I even start taking it before the gym, but as always I start small, 55ug then another 55 about halfway through. I'll walk home and that's when the big doses commence.
I've always had a better time starting small, taking another hit every 30 minutes, then I'll start taking another 3, 5, 4, etc until I reach 20-25 hits or so. It's these higher doses I'd recommend if a person wants a true ground-breaking experience but like I said I am very psychedelic-minded. I've taken ridiculous amounts of all kinds of substances. But leave it to clean LSD to show me how beautiful the world is (or at least the cosmos).
I remember at one point I cried real hard, I honestly forgot beauty even existed. The acid asked me where I've been all these years. Part of the crying was like, being reunited with possibly the best friend I've ever had, and we hugged. And I told him I know I'm sorry, and he said its ok, now lay back, I'm gonna show you exactly what true beauty is. And it did. I remember thinking, "if this is a sneak peak into a possible eternal afterlife, I would be ok with an eternity of this.
I honestly don't know if these experiences help a person in any way. What I do know is, it showed me beauty and it makes me laugh. I can laugh for hours and some say laughter is the best medicine. I can say the same about weed, but it doesn't make me laugh like that, not that damn much. And honestly maybe it is irresponsible to recommend such a thing, but it's almost an experience worth living for, something to look forward to. I now keep a sheet at all times, when I run low I get another one. In about a week I'll be visiting The Aquarium for the first time, and I'll start my first dose about when I walk into the door. Something to look forward to. I also love sharing it with people. Pretty soon I'm gonna have to plan something really fun, it's been a while.
I do want to mention one more thing about that experience. That heaven state that I was in, I did highly consider the possibility that if I did kill myself, that maybe I could not achieve it. I'm not really religious but something happened that night. I can almost guarantee there is a lot humans don't know about psychedelics, or anything for that matter. But this might not be all there is, this life we're currently in. I'm tryin, tryin so hard to hang on man.
If I was going to recommend this to anyone, I'd have to mention three things first. One, I started taking acid at 14, up until then have I ever experienced anything so gorgeous and pretty. Since then I've tripped thousands of times, but spent a long time without psychedelics, like at least 10-15 years. Two, in my opinion the acid must be very clean, meaning all visuals and none of that horrible body/anxiety/stressful feeling. And three, and I think this is most important: You must be in a certain state of mind. In my opinion (and I just learned this) the ONLY way to get to this state I speak of is by doing something athletic. I even start taking it before the gym, but as always I start small, 55ug then another 55 about halfway through. I'll walk home and that's when the big doses commence.
I've always had a better time starting small, taking another hit every 30 minutes, then I'll start taking another 3, 5, 4, etc until I reach 20-25 hits or so. It's these higher doses I'd recommend if a person wants a true ground-breaking experience but like I said I am very psychedelic-minded. I've taken ridiculous amounts of all kinds of substances. But leave it to clean LSD to show me how beautiful the world is (or at least the cosmos).
I remember at one point I cried real hard, I honestly forgot beauty even existed. The acid asked me where I've been all these years. Part of the crying was like, being reunited with possibly the best friend I've ever had, and we hugged. And I told him I know I'm sorry, and he said its ok, now lay back, I'm gonna show you exactly what true beauty is. And it did. I remember thinking, "if this is a sneak peak into a possible eternal afterlife, I would be ok with an eternity of this.
I honestly don't know if these experiences help a person in any way. What I do know is, it showed me beauty and it makes me laugh. I can laugh for hours and some say laughter is the best medicine. I can say the same about weed, but it doesn't make me laugh like that, not that damn much. And honestly maybe it is irresponsible to recommend such a thing, but it's almost an experience worth living for, something to look forward to. I now keep a sheet at all times, when I run low I get another one. In about a week I'll be visiting The Aquarium for the first time, and I'll start my first dose about when I walk into the door. Something to look forward to. I also love sharing it with people. Pretty soon I'm gonna have to plan something really fun, it's been a while.
I do want to mention one more thing about that experience. That heaven state that I was in, I did highly consider the possibility that if I did kill myself, that maybe I could not achieve it. I'm not really religious but something happened that night. I can almost guarantee there is a lot humans don't know about psychedelics, or anything for that matter. But this might not be all there is, this life we're currently in. I'm tryin, tryin so hard to hang on man.
