I was bullied all my life

[lonerclown666]

being bullied its one of the worst feelings that an human can experience the rejection and fear make me quit school and im now here being a neet for 7 years i fear people, i dont trust them i cant relate to nobody living always in fear always outcasted sometimes i wonder why i lived like this when i was never a bad person

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, bullying really is awful. I'm sorry you have had to go through that. People are so cruel. I stay away from people as much as I possibly can. Others are capable of ruining our lives.

 

[ClownMe]

Bullying sucks and for the most part, people suck as well. I avoid them like the plague. Thinking of you.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

I was bullied too. I was a very sensitive child, very shy, and bullies will sense that and will exploit it. I wasn't bullied to extreme extents. Nobody threw rocks at me and I wasn't beaten or nothing. Partly because I knew how to fight back, given enough accumulated rage. But psychologically, I was bullied all the way from kindergarden to college, by a wide array of assholes.
And the impact on my confidence and my self-esteem as an adult was immense. I can't really track it down but I see how it gradually make me avoid people and make me feel that I don't belong anywhere, even that I don't deserve to belong.

 

[lonerclown666]

I was bullied too. I was a very sensitive child, very shy, and bullies will sense that and will exploit it. I wasn't bullied to extreme extents. Nobody threw rocks at me and I wasn't beaten or nothing. Partly because I knew how to fight back, given enough accumulated rage. But psychologically, I was bullied all the way from kindergarden to college, by a wide array of assholes.
And the impact on my confidence and my self-esteem as an adult was immense. I can't really track it down but I see how it gradually make me avoid people and make me feel that I don't belong anywhere, even that I don't deserve to belong.

and the sad thing is that bullies live better lifes and many of them dont feel bad about shame others

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

being bullied its one of the worst feelings that an human can experience the rejection and fear make me quit school and im now here being a neet for 7 years i fear people, i dont trust them i cant relate to nobody living always in fear always outcasted sometimes i wonder why i lived like this when i was never a bad person

Hard relate. Gets worse when people look at you and decide you're just lazy.

 

[lofticries]

I will never understand the mind of a bully no matter how long I live and I am so deeply grateful for it. I can at least die with some sort of dignity and comfort that I didn't drive anyone into having mental problems of their own.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Bullying shows how cruel humans can be. It's a mental torture and it can change the life of a victim completely. I've been bullied all of my school years and I've even went through cyberbullying. Humans suck and torture people who mind their own business for their own pleasure. It's funny how this problem isn't even acknowledged at any level in society, it's even considered normal in some parts of the world. ''Go stand up for yourself. Fight back.'' I'd be told when I was in school. Why do that? I thought school was a place to learn stuff and not some kind of fighting arena? They blame school shootings on video games instead of the actual problem which is, surprise surprise, bullying! Fck humans man.

 

[Likoliko123]

I feel you on so many levels, I'm afraid of younger kids because they were the ones to at made my teen years miserable, I'm only 20. I'm always scared to go outside and try my hardest to avoid every human

 

[stellabelle]

being bullied its one of the worst feelings that an human can experience the rejection and fear make me quit school and im now here being a neet for 7 years i fear people, i dont trust them i cant relate to nobody living always in fear always outcasted sometimes i wonder why i lived like this when i was never a bad person

Absolutely. Family, peers, adults, all of it.
I was 10 when people told me to go play on the train tracks or the freeway.
I should've died.

 

[tiredplant777]

I got bullied so much. It makes me sad bc it really did effect me even now into my 30's.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I was bullied and preyed upon too. It's why I avoid people at all cost. And hide/isolate those without mental disorders/traumas smell it off of you. I'm terrified of people

 

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

Was treated like shit in elementary for being an outcast and being placed in special ed. It doesn't bother me immensely, but it does remind me that humans are assholes by nature.

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

I was bullied and preyed upon too. It's why I avoid people at all cost. And hide/isolate those without mental disorders/traumas smell it off of you. I'm terrified of people

Yeah, it's weird how normies can somehow smell trauma.

 

[stellabelle]

Yeah, it's weird how normies can somehow smell trauma.

And they nag for more ammunition to use your trauma as some sort of weapon.

nagging for information, nagging for more, broadcasting the abuse, even when history is not owed, and sometimes it is shared in confidence to explain that you need SPACE, respect.
That is so very evil to keep the cycles of abuse going.

you keep it so simple and they continue their fucking games. It's not a game.

 

[Fk_life]

Dealt with bullying most of my school life, especially on the school bus. I've even had teachers that hated my existence..