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i want to treat her good until i finally ctb

lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
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before I finally ctb, I want to be the best for my FP. I want to treat her so good. She has bpd like mentioned in previous posts, so she splits on me sometimes. I love her so much, and I want to stay calm and not get mad when she splits. I dont want her to think I'll ever leave her because of her bpd. Im certain she doesn't really care much about my problems, so my death probably won't affect her that much. But even so, before I die, I want her to feel special and wanted.
 
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