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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
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An average of 18 deaths (by suicide) per day across England and Wales, even more if you include Scotland and N. Ireland. (Source: Samaritans/Wiki).

When will it be my time?! >;(

To the 18+ people who will kill themselves in the UK today, or for each person who kills themselves across the world every 40 seconds; I'm sorry your life came to this point, your feelings are valid, you're utterly brave in your decision, I envy your will & determination to succeed and I wish you peace.
 
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Umbreon

Umbreon

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Aug 20, 2020
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I'm pretty sure I CTB tonight. I am hella determined
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I envy them too.
They were able to get peace while I'm still stuck in this world in which I gotta admit I can have some short-term fun but in the end I'd rather be sleeping eternally.
 
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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

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Mar 30, 2021
236
I'm pretty sure I CTB tonight. I am hella determined

I will also try tonight.. emphasis on 'try' because I'll likely fail or not have the balls to fully commit, but I think actively attempting is better than not doing anything at all.. at least there would be a percentage, even if it's small, that I might be able to pull it off and succeed
 
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x_LittleAmy_x

x_LittleAmy_x

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Mar 18, 2021
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An average of 18 deaths (by suicide) per day across England and Wales, even more if you include Scotland and N. Ireland. (Source: Samaritans/Wiki).

When will it be my time?! >;(

To the 18+ people who will kill themselves in the UK today, or for each person who kills themselves across the world every 40 seconds; I'm sorry your life came to this point, your feelings are valid, you're utterly brave in your decision, I envy your will & determination to succeed and I wish you peace.
Wow, 18 a day.
I've never thought of it on a daily basis.
Very sad, 18 more people will be dead (by suicide) by the end of today.
 
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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
Wow, 18 a day.
I've never thought of it on a daily basis.
Very sad, 18 more people will be dead (by suicide) by the end of today.
Yep.. and approx 126 by the end of each week, and that's only across England and Wales.. in terms of suicide, I think that's a pretty high number.. so many people tortured by their existence. It's very sad.. but I want to join them
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

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Mar 21, 2021
905
And 600,000 lucky people die a year in Britain
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

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Jun 27, 2020
348
In a way, I like numbers.
So, I will be happy to be part of these numbers as well
 
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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

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Mar 30, 2021
236
In a way, I like numbers.
So, I will be happy to be part of these numbers as well
The numbers and statistic weirdly give me some sort of comfort as it ensures I'm not alone in the way I feel, but it also makes me sad that others suffer the same way, or worse..
 
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suicidesheep31

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Jun 27, 2020
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The numbers and statistic weirdly give me some sort of comfort as it ensures I'm not alone in the way I feel, but it also makes me sad that others suffer the same way, or worse..
True. I feel the same way. We can understand them...
 
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