I want to go today

[itstomhenry]

I can't wait for SN or N to arrive and want to go today. I drank about 10 bottles visine 2 days ago thinking it would work but no luck. Are there any poisons or pills I can buy today so that I can sign off once and for all?

 

[cyanlove]

I would highly recommend against killing yourself today only because the poisons and chemicals you'd be able to get your hands on quickly will not be pleasant to go through.

If you are still determined, try rat poison.

Edited: I don't think rat poison would actually work that well. It would lead to a lot of suffering and I do not recommend it at all.

 

[Crazy4u]

why today? don't rush. you may try and fail if you don't plan properly

 

[rationaltake]

I so understand. But an impulsive act could make things worse.

 

[itstomhenry]

I can't take the pain anymore. I'm trying to see if there are any other poison or pills that would be quick and painless.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that this life can be unbearable when you are in so much pain, I understand the feeling of desperation. I would only personally ctb, if I was certain that it would succeed. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[AnestheticVoid]

I can't take the pain anymore. I'm trying to see if there are any other poison or pills that would be quick and painless.

I mean if you can get your hands on opiates, benzos, and alcohol that could take you out rather peacefully. Not really any OTC chemicals thatll be fast and "peaceful"

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I mean if you can get your hands on opiates, benzos, and alcohol that could take you out rather peacefully. Not really any OTC chemicals thatll be fast and "peaceful"

and even then, sometimes overdosing on those meds won't kill you but will damage your brain.