I want to go, but I don't want to leave my dogs behind

[goodnight.sweetheart]

I want to die, or at least I think I do. I suffered a TBI several years ago and every day since, I have had unending headaches, memory loss and intesified depression and anxiety. I lost the person I love most in this world due to my personality changes from the TBI and honestly, have driven virtually everyone else away. I am tired, violent and angry all the time.
I can't say life like this is worth it.

But I am scared for my dogs.
My family couldn't take all 4, and one who also has a TBI like me would struggle to find acceptance from other people.
I am scared to leave them in this horrible world, but I could never bring myself to harm them.
But I don't know if I can hold on to this miserable existence much longer.

 

[Charaltontin]

I'm sure a really good family could adopt them and give them a really nice home, just make sure you get to know the people and who your giving them to and you can trust,

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

I am the same with my cats even though my mother would just continue looking after them but what if she died for some reason?