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Venting I want to give up everythings so stressful

hello707

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Jun 19, 2026
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My mom visited and went through my stuff and found all the bandages and dull blades in the trash. My roommate still hasn't paid rent yet and has ghosted me for 2 weeks. I've lost all passion for anything I do. There's always someone better than me no matter how hard I try, and I never get rewarded for doing anything. This is so miserable. Praying I don't get sent to the psych ward after my mom found out I still cut. At least she hasn't found the second batch of SN i hid (she dumped the first one).

Waiting for my AE and benzos to arrive so I can CTB. Is xanax an ok benzo to use without crushing it into the SN solution? Thats the only benzo my plug has. I also have lexapro and aripiprazole but I don't think they can be used in SN protocol.
 
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