Venting I WANT TO DISAPPEAR. OCD is killing me (need advice)

[Pearl]

I need to talk to someone that knows places around me where I can go and disappear. Woods, abandoned bridges, large deep bodies of water. I am planning to take a bunch of Xanax + alcohol and drown in some remote lake or sea where no one goes and my body will become fish food or something ideally. I need help trying to figure out where I can go to do that because I am homebody living in a highly populated metropolitan area. I am willing to travel in state by car. Please help. I am in such excruciating amount of anguish due to my OCD I cant take it anymore.

 

[ipmanwc0]

Sorry to hear that, OCD is very hard to live with. You can try looking at maps to find such a place

 

[somiseriously]

I need to talk to someone that knows places around me where I can go and disappear. Woods, abandoned bridges, large deep bodies of water. I am planning to take a bunch of Xanax + alcohol and drown in some remote lake or sea where no one goes and my body will become fish food or something ideally. I need help trying to figure out where I can go to do that because I am homebody living in a highly populated metropolitan area. I am willing to travel in state by car. Please help. I am in such excruciating amount of anguish due to my OCD I cant take it anymore.

Where do u live