I want to CTB

[islima]

Hi all

It so happens that it was my final day at work, they decided to cancel my work contract due to 'poor performance'.Even though the money they paid was so little that it covered my basic needs but it kept me and my family going. Being the sole breadwinner out of three sibling and including mother I don't know what the future holds from today. I have no money savings as all the money went towards looking for the needs of the family. I have no hope that things will work out, I want to CTB, I already have SN at my disposal. Before I CTB I have to get the money from the Unemployment Insurance Fund so my family can at least get money for at least 3 months after I'm gone. To do this I Have to be alive.

 

[raindrop]

I'm sorry that you are at this point in your life. You sound like someone who worked his whole life to help others to exist. Why don't they help you now? That's not fair.

 

[Stick]

Good luck, Islima, it sounds like you are working so hard for them and I'm sure they will be grateful for what you have done. I hope that things work out for you.

 

[islima]

Good luck, Islima, it sounds like you are working so hard for them and I'm sure they will be grateful for what you have done. I hope that things work out for you.

Thank you for the kind Words @Stick. I want to leave this world as, the chances of getting employment in my country are slim.

I'm sorry that you are at this point in your life. You sound like someone who worked his whole life to help others to exist. Why don't they help you now? That's not fair.

At the moment they do not know what I'm going through. I have to put on a tough face while deep down I'm hurting.

 

[raindrop]

I don't have any good advice, just wishing you good luck. I try to imagine what would happen if you tell your family about the situation. How would they react?

 

[islima]

It would kill them, especially my mother. I all essence I am suffering as is, I need them to understand the decision I have taken.