I want to cry all night

[SpaceCadet]

Things that use to bring me pleasure stopped working. It's very fleeting nowadays, my brain can't be normal. Not worth it continuing living like this. I can't even cry anymore.

 

[Chiisai]

I feel you. Seems like you kept things bottled up inside for so long you can no longer let it out? Im the same. I can only cry silently. A cry that does not reflect on the face but it makes my heart bleed deeply.

 

[SpaceCadet]

I feel you. Seems like you kept things bottled up inside for so long you can no longer let it out? Im the same. I can only cry silently. A cry that does not reflect on the face but it makes my heart bleed deeply.

I relate a lot to that. Seeing this world for what it is and my upbringing taught me that i couldn't be "weak", i had to be strong so i could be successful. I masked my depression, and pushed everyone away as result of it. Too late to solve it unfortunately.

 

[houseofleaves]

I masked my depression, and pushed everyone away as result of it. Too late to solve it unfortunately.

why is it too late?

 

[Chiisai]

I relate a lot to that. Seeing this world for what it is and my upbringing taught me that i couldn't be "weak", i had to be strong so i could be successful. I masked my depression, and pushed everyone away as result of it. Too late to solve it unfortunately.

Same here bud. I feel you. Either we're victims of a failing society or just tired of all the BS.

 

[SpaceCadet]

why is it too late?

I'm disillusioned with everything at this point, and i don't have the energy anymore. I decided that ctb is my fate.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I am also tired and I just want to be gone. This life really is so awful and I know that it can be unbearable when everything is so hopeless. I cannot cry anymore as well. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[nopointinlife]

Does anyone ever watch news reports of people dying and feel jealous about them?