I want to change

[kmycluisfe]

My girlfriend is my last hope in life

I want to be there for my girlfriend and make an effort for her, but everything feels so difficult. Life is meaningless, everything in this system is disgusting, it's hard to find joy in anything

This year, I plan to see a neuropsychologist because I want to understand what I'm going through. I'm sure I'm dealing with depression, and my girlfriend often suggests that I might have autism

If it turns out to be true, it could change my life. My country offers support for people with conditions like this, and I hope that, with help, I can finally pursue what I truly love

She is my last hope, and I'm holding on to that

 

[timf]

There is a free pdf booklet on Aspergers that might be interesting to see iif you qualify for what is now called autism.

http://christianpioneer.com/blogarchieve/an_intentional_life_2017.pdf

 

[foggyskies_]

Good luck on getting the appointment, I hope you get answers. I seriously believe in you. Any reason to hold on is a good reason, and it's beautiful that you love her enough to want to build a happier life for her. Seriously, that's admirable. I believe in you!

 

[kmycluisfe]

There is a free pdf booklet on Aspergers that might be interesting to see iif you qualify for what is now called autism.

http://christianpioneer.com/blogarchieve/an_intentional_life_2017.pdf

Thank you for the pdf, I will try to take the time to read it

Good luck on getting the appointment, I hope you get answers. I seriously believe in you. Any reason to hold on is a good reason, and it's beautiful that you love her enough to want to build a happier life for her. Seriously, that's admirable. I believe in you!

Thank you very much

I contacted the same neuropsychologist that my girlfriend have and I should get an appointment before between July and September

I hope it will be okay, I'm really scared to just have an imposter syndrome and idk, I'm just a dumbass