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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
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But no one that I know agree with my wish to die
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I can relate.
I wish assisted suicide was legal all over the world and people understood that some individuals, such as us, don't wanna be part of this world.

Anyway, I know if I ever ctb, I'll die super duper alone.
 
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
565
I know the feeling, it would be really nice to have some company during your final moments. Although it's not the same, I plan to hold my plushie when I'm dying. It's fluffy & cuddly, and it'll feel like I'm not completely alone, even if it's not a real person. If you aren't able to be with another person, maybe something like that could help you too? :hug::heart:
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
Same which is really weird because all through out most of my life I've been a loner yet I don't want to be alone when I die. Anyway I'll probably turn on the tv to some news or reality tv junk and use it as background noise when I CTB. Thought about music but its too dramatic for my taste. I want it to feel like a normal day despite it being my last day.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I want someone to hold my hand while I'm dying too.
 
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