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Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
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I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out
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Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
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Your choice x

Yes but CTB still so hard. Not able to think of any method beyond jumping. And so far completely unable to jump. Fear of pain and survival is much higher than wanting to die. So far.
 
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Feb 23, 2020
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Yes but CTB still so hard. Not able to think of any method beyond jumping. And so far completely unable to jump. Fear of pain and survival is much higher than wanting to die. So far.

There is a huge resource section on this forum which details many known methods and their successes, and you can search the forum once you have a method to see how people have got on with it. CTB takes an incredible amount of inner strength, speaking from personal experience and failure/survival after an attempt is beyond words, again speaking from personal experience. If the fear of the pain and survival is higher than wanting to die then you are not in the right mental place to CTB. You need to take a breath and decide whether this is your time or if there is anything you can do to change your situation. The decision to CTB should be a calm and rational one.
 
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