Venting I want my pure body back.

[KattinKai!]

Mom. I want my body back. I hated the way you hit me, held me down, sat on me, and forced me into hugs and loving affection. I hated the way you talked about it too. And brother. I want my body back. I hated how embarrassed I felt everytime you pulled my pants down, one time in public, as a "joke," I hated the way you groped me as a "joke," and I hated the way you sometimes told me to undress as a "joke." I want my body back. Please. Those moments, looking back on them make me wanna die.

 

[Pale_Rider]

I want my soul back.

 

[Persona3]

Mom. I want my body back. I hated the way you hit me, held me down, sat on me, and forced me into hugs and loving affection. I hated the way you talked about it too. And brother. I want my body back. I hated how embarrassed I felt everytime you pulled my pants down, one time in public, as a "joke," I hated the way you groped me as a "joke," and I hated the way you sometimes told me to undress as a "joke." I want my body back. Please. Those moments, looking back on them make me wanna die.

That's everything but not a brother

 

[moin]

ur brother should be in jail

 

[KattinKai!]

ur brother should be in jail

Yeah, but my mom didn't believe me when I screamed out "he touched me" years later

 

[Lady_V]

Yeah, but my mom didn't believe me when I screamed out "he touched me" years later

Keep screaming it. Scream it in front of him. Let him know what he is. They may deny it but he knows. He knows.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Keep screaming it. Scream it in front of him. Let him know what he is. They may deny it but he knows. He knows.

If only it would be that easy, can this person even afford to scream it in front of him? to be safe while doing it?

Do not underestimate monsters like the brother or mother of this person.

 

[Lady_V]

If only it would be that easy, can this person even afford to scream it in front of him? to be safe while doing it?

Do not underestimate monsters like the brother or mother of this person.

My mother is also a denier. I scream it in her face now. Idc. I have nothing to lose.

 

[KattinKai!]

My mother is also a denier. I scream it in her face now. Idc. I have nothing to lose.

I appreciate the advice, but it's not going to do anything. I'll be even more of a psycho and I can't waste my breath anymore

 

[khairan]

My grandmother took my humanity and my masculinity when she sexually abused me as a toddler and forced me to crossdress.

I guess my pfp signifies I still haven't gotten my body back.

 

[KattinKai!]

My grandmother took my humanity and my masculinity when she sexually abused me as a toddler and forced me to crossdress.

I guess my pfp signifies I still haven't gotten my body back.

It's not your fault. I hope she burns for the way she treated you.

 

[Lady_V]

I appreciate the advice, but it's not going to do anything. I'll be even more of a psycho and I can't waste my breath anymore

Saying "keep screaming" was more a matter of saying. Predators want you to stay silent. Why continue doing what a predator wants? (A rhetorical question, I don't wish to know your personal reason).