Help I wanna die.

[idontwannadothisanym]

Hello...

I am from the uk and I am 18...

I am such a failure in everything I have done I am looking for partner to ctb with I have already posted on that thread and I am just introducing myself also am Male.

Also, I was wondering when can I begin to PM people?
Thank you...

 

[DoNotLet2]

I don't think you're a failure but you have the sacred right to vent.

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

I've left school with no qualifications...

I got a terrific 'apprenticeship' in a warehouse fucking £3.90 an hour I considered myself to be in pretty good shape now I've got a dad bod Suicide attempts lost count I just stopped getting out of bed and after a long time they just let me go from the job I've never had any plans on living for long I've always had in my head I'll die young... all the way from starting my exams til a couple months ago I would train my ass off in Jiu Jitsu and Muay Thai every single day now I've got nothing to show for it as I've quit I'm a bum... I've been abusing my body ever since eating crap looking like crap

 

[lmroch]

introducing myself

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