I wanna die so fucking bad right now

[Freedent]

I know i'm loved and cared for and i know i would hurt others but i don't care. I just want an easy way out but everything seems so complicated. I just wanna take a shit ton of pills and jump into a lake or some shit so i'm done for good. Everything is so fucking stupid. Nothing, and i mean NOTHING makes sense to me. I wanna die so fucking bad but every method just seems so difficult and easy to mess up. I don't know what to do. Please help me. I really wanna die.

 

[AutoTap]

I understand me too. If I could take one pill that would just make me fall asleep and never wake up. I'd be gone. Heck if I had access to a gun and it was big enough caliber to where it is pretty likely I'd die. I'd probably be gone. Sadly I just have complicated options that can be messed up easily and turned messy/painful

 

[Nullm]

Wanting to die and wanting to commit suicide are a bit far apart
And that's a good thing

 

[sadworld]

Hey, I'm sorry that you feel like that OP. I can only recommend you to look up the resources and find a method you are comfortable with.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

I'm sorry that life has come to this point for you. I hope you'll find peace soon with whatever you decide to do!

 

[grungeCat]

I am sorry you're in such pain. I also want to die yet I'm too scared to take that final step. Antidepressants are a good temporary compromise between life and death, have you tried them?

 

[Freedent]

I am sorry you're in such pain. I also want to die yet I'm too scared to take that final step. Antidepressants are a good temporary compromise between life and death, have you tried them?

Thank you for your compassion. I've been on antidepressants since i was 12, life is still painful but a bit less.