Discussion i understand why suicide rates rise during finals

[maneose]

Two C's, 2 D's, one B :)
trying to remind myself that classes are repeatable; very hard when my asshole professor emails us about changing our missings to 0's, saying it most condescendingly way. when half of the semester, he wasn't even here! i can't blame him, it's my fault, i just have been wallowing in self-hate due to my absolute inability to focus or do work, or study. the message just agitates me since this semester i've just been slowly breaking apart and feel like i'm constantly pulling myself from suicide.
but. we have to remind ourselves that grades don't define us. classes can be retaken. mediciations can help or fix the problem. summer is almost here anyway. you don't need to graduate in 4 years, take all the time you need. at least that's what i'm telling myself to stay sane. lol for us students, try and stay alive so you can relax during summer!

for a more positive note, if anyone wants to write what they're most excited to do during summer write it down!
personally for me, i want to try getting my drivers permit, watch tons of anime, study japanese (without the fear of failure!), walking to the market to buy treats, and maybe hanging out with friends. also hopefully, being able to draw again and have fun with it!

 

[Fish On Land]

I feel ya on grades. School is anxiety-inducing and draining. I flunked an AP test and didn't get the credits, so I'll have to retake it in college. I'm bitter because my college required a 5 for my credit to transfer and I'm getting a 4. It makes me feel worthless and obsolete because I pretty much just wasted an entire semester on a pretty difficult class.

On the flip side, I'll get to fly to China for vacation this summer. Hopefully, it'll be lots of fun and I'll get to practice Mandarin.