I tried to overdose with carbamazepine and feel amazing.

[Suicideisgreat]

Just feel so good

 

[whatevs]

Write some more, c'mon.

 

[Suicideisgreat]

I've taken ketamine in the past and felt like I was on that. I guess it is true that ketamine is a near death experience.

Was dizzy and kept throwing up but apart from that had hallucinations.

I would say that when I made this thread I only took a small amount and kept throwing up, which helped me with my ADHD and depression which is why I felt amazing.

As I took more and more and just kept being sick everywhere I read up online about how many pills I would need to take and people have taken like 200 without dying and been in a coma for weeks.

Even if it did kill you it would be a slow and horrible way to die.

I'm not sure I wanna die..I'm still on the fence. I'll have to come up with a better method.

 

[Angi]

If you are not sure you want to die today, maybe you could throw it all up? Give yourself some rest and think things through once your head has stopped spinning.

 

[Suicideisgreat]

I mean I didn't die. But I asked my psychiatrist to increase the medication, as I felt amazing at first and even now feel better with all that shit in my body.