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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I tried let me die..
Methods are too painful..
Being alive in your 30's after trying to cope with this shit is enough..
I'm going backwards..
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
"It's all downhill from here."
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
"It's all downhill from here."
Unfortunately, I'm unable to say anything has ever gotten any better from me when I was in my 30s. Hope comes with an expiration date.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,610
It really is so difficult to leave this world. All that I want is to peacefully pass away in my sleep, without having to go through the process of ctb. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that it is awful being trapped in a hopeless situation. This life is just so depressing. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
loststar

loststar

Just looking for the way
Apr 18, 2022
56
Yeah since i hit 30 (33 now) my desire to ctb has been stronger than ever
 
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