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greatfalls

greatfalls

Member
Aug 1, 2026
16
I find It absurd To take SN and call for help. Shouldn't One wait for death?
We're all here because we want to die, but that doesn't mean we shouldn't help a person in need. Better OP recover and see about their own future than OP dying a slow and painful death or surviving with lasting damage.
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
164
I don't know, when I took It, I waited for the symptoms to pass, and I felt really sick. Now he's at risk of being admitted to a psychiatric ward.
 
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wishingdeath

Member
Oct 24, 2023
17
I find It absurd To take SN and call for help. Shouldn't One wait for death?
It's difficult, your body 24/7 is working to keep you alive. Naturally no matter what you do you can panic, the adrenaline is so much it can make people change their minds last second even if they do want to die. I guess it's more complicated. Either way, if there was an ounce of them that wanted to call for help, I'm glad they did.
 
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Estrella87

Member
Jul 27, 2026
82
Let's hope she recovers well. She was always hesitant and seems her SI was very strong. I believe she shouldn't have tried, she was not ready, too unsure.
 
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thelostautistic

Warlock
Jul 31, 2025
701
I think you should drink it all if you want to die. I didn't drink it all, I felt sick, then I recovered
Please don't encourage people.
I hope you're ok OP🤍
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,822
Hey OP, hope you are doing better. Hope the fallout from your attempt is not horrible. 🫂
 
blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
386
It's quite impressive just how lethal sn is. I'm actually quite sure a single decent gulp from a cup of 25g solution and you'd be gone if assistance wasn't possible.
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
164
I don't understand One thing. He wrote that he drank 25 grams. Shouldn't he have ctb within a short time Instead of suffering for hours? I'm asking because I Also want to use SN. And let's Hope He hasn't sustained any damage
 
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blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
386
I don't understand One thing. He wrote that he drank 25 grams. Shouldn't he have ctb within a short time Instead of suffering for hours? I'm asking because I Also want to use SN. And let's Hope He hasn't sustained any damage
he took a sip from a solution containing 25g.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,283
It's quite impressive just how lethal sn is. I'm actually quite sure a single decent gulp from a cup of 25g solution and you'd be gone if assistance wasn't possible.
A man from this forum was scientificaly test ingesting SN and even at amounts as low as 0,2 grams he felt symptoms. At 0,3g SN the symptoms started becoming quite unpleasant.
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
164
ha bevuto un sorso di una soluzione contenente 25 g.
I had taken Two sips and experienced Dizziness, diarrhea and fainting spells. I hadn't drunk the whole thing. I wonder if, had I drink it all, I would have died quickly Or suffered more
 
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fitoo5999

Student
Jul 23, 2026
106
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I had taken Two sips and experienced Dizziness, diarrhea and fainting spells. I hadn't drunk the whole thing. I wonder if, had I drink it all, I would have died quickly Or suffered more
So SN is basically horrible you said?
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
164
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Quindi, in pratica, SN è orribile, hai detto?
No, per me era sopportabile, ma speravo di morire. Dato che non l'ho bevuto tutto, perché il sapore è terribile, non sono morto. But I wonder if, had I drunk it all, I might have suffered more
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
568
I don't understand One thing. He wrote that he drank 25 grams. Shouldn't he have ctb within a short time Instead of suffering for hours? I'm asking because I Also want to use SN. And let's Hope He hasn't sustained any damage
Pq lei ha detto che ha bevuto solo un sorso dal bicchiere con 25g,un sorso può essere di tutto, poi ha anche detto che nn aveva la forza di finire la soluziona "salina" così x dire
Si voleva morire ma nn aveva la forza di farcela, quindi è piú che ok chiamare la polizia oppure l'ambulanza soprattuto se aveva paura
Cmq spero che OP sta meglio e nn si è trovata in troppi problemi per la chiamata </3
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
164
Pq lei ha detto che ha bevuto solo un sorso dal bicchiere con 25g,un sorso può essere di tutto, poi ha anche detto che nn aveva la forza di finire la soluziona "salina" così x dire
Si voleva morire ma nn aveva la forza di farcela, quindi è più che ok chiamare la oppure polizia l'ambulanza soprattuto se aveva paura
Cmq spero che OP sta meglio e nn si è trovata in troppi problemi per la chiamata </3
What a bad situation 😥
 
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Estrella87

Member
Jul 27, 2026
82
It really sucks for her. She was absolutely not ready and did it too impulsively. I hope she won't have problems, be placed in psychiatric hospital or so. I wish her a good recovery.
 
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PnCinSyzygy

Member
Jul 17, 2026
23
I was hoping for an update from OP. It seems that something has happened but we don't know what.

There's a PSA about not test-ingesting SN and I read through the entire thing. It seems like something to put into your system only if you are 100% certain you want to ctb.

Something to reflect on as a backup plan for myself.
 
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