I've been fasting since yesterday. I just took my antacids and ibuprofen. In about 30 minutes I plan to take my sn. I'm nervous but also feeling read to ctb tonight. I welcome anyone to offer their support and I'll do my best to update.
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Zegers
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2021
- 1,758
Good luck and remember after this will come the peace.
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 9,592
You're not taking an anti-emetic? Remember, if the feeling strikes you and you have doubts, you can always back out. There is NO shame in that. Always best to go with your feelings. I hope everything goes as planned and you find your peace.No antemetic. I'm a bit nervous. I haven't mixed it yet.
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
Sorry it has come to this for you,. I wish you the best in whatever may happen. Godspeed -.
Judy Garland
HoHum
- Mar 23, 2022
- 825
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you're feeling ok. Are you nervous? I will be. EDIT- I just read that you are nervous. I know I'll be nervous too.Mixing it now
I measured 50 mL of water and a little over a tablespoon of sn
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirring
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirringLast edited:
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
We're all here for you.. remember it's okay to postpone.. wishing you the best <3Should I do it in one big shot or just normal drinks or sips?
I'm going to chew a piece of gum before and after for the taste
Just drank it
Just drank a
Just drank a
Just drank a
Feeling dizzy laying down
Just vomited. Breathing fastLast edited:
NeverEndingPain
So tired of struggling
- May 8, 2022
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Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,648
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,581
I hope that you found freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.
Shivali
Mage
- Jun 9, 2022
- 560
NeverEndingPain
So tired of struggling
- May 8, 2022
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jcksonb22
deadboy
- Jul 18, 2021
- 65
op hasn't been online since. it's highly unlikely rip
You know, it's terribly depressing that society is so trash that this is the only option for many of us.
If there was genuine kindness and cruelty wasn't the point of human society, op wouldn't have had to do this...
If they're genuinely gone. I wish them nothing but peace.
jcksonb22
deadboy
- Jul 18, 2021
- 65
yes i agree. but we don't necessarily know the reason why op chose to go. we each have our own issues/struggles/trauma that led us to this site.
OuijaBored
Member
- Apr 8, 2022
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NeverEndingPain
So tired of struggling
- May 8, 2022
- 286
I know :( It just was my first time replying to someone who was in the process and it hit different.
CassieHoward
peace out ss
- Mar 11, 2022
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rainwillneverstop
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jcksonb22
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