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Natbee

Natbee

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Oct 22, 2025
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For the last 5 or 6 days, I've had this I have had peace about where I am and what I'm doing. I'm not angry at anybody. I'm not upset. I've come to terms with how my mental health is.
I said my sorry for anyone I ever hurt and I am just waiting for the right time but I am so naturally calm within myself

Has anyone ever had this feeling before ending their life?
 
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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

My cozy place
Jan 26, 2026
57
Wish i could feel that way i have impulsive thought about killing myself
 
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HeyBoogahJr

HeyBoogahJr

I'm still here.
Apr 25, 2026
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For the last 5 or 6 days, I've had this I have had peace about where I am and what I'm doing. I'm not angry at anybody. I'm not upset. I've come to terms with how my mental health is.
I said my sorry for anyone I ever hurt and I am just waiting for the right time but I am so naturally calm within myself

Has anyone ever had this feeling before ending their life?
I'm glad to hear your feeling some sense of peace right now. It's a nice feeling, isn't it?

I had a similar sense of peace, I felt like that day was a nice and I could finally end it. But, I'm still here.

I hope to have a similar sense of peace, once I've done everything I need to do, once I graduate, once I go see them one final time.

When I'm at that distant shore, I'll hopefully have found that peace again.
 
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Tombadil

Tombadil

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Nov 19, 2025
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I have about 20 days left if everything goes as plan. I do feel at peace now more than ever, mixed with phases of anxiety and nervousness fearing i might fuck up.
 
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