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OkFaithlessness

OkFaithlessness

existing
Jun 21, 2021
10
People who commit suicide have already ascended their bodies long before doing so.

I'm new here. I've been meaning to post "my story" for the past days but I can't get myself to do that. Yesterday I had hit a new low (in terms of numbness). I've been starring at my feet so long I forgot they were mine. Then that just popped into mind.
 

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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
I definitely try to disconnect myself from my body as much as humanly possible, being around other people throws me back inside though, forces me to reconnect with it, and it kills me to do so.
 
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hÊšll

hÊšll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
i kinda agree. i don't recognize this body (or anything in this life) mine. so i basically live in an upper layer to it, trying to forget that i'm its prisoner
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
I agree, I have felt dead inside for years, really a hollow shell. In that way, I feel like my body has already left, I just need to finish the job now and be completely dead like I want to be and get out of this living hell and shell.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
I've been dead inside since I was 12.
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
643
Our body is just a temporary vessel/vehicle to interact with the physical world we're in right now.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,666
I feel disconnected from everything really. I died inside a long time ago, but only I am still conscious and breathing.
 
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Misfit72

Student
Aug 25, 2020
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I agree, I have felt dead inside for years, really a hollow shell. In that way, I feel like my body has already left, I just need to finish the job now and be completely dead like I want to be and get out of this living hell and shell.
I couldn't agree more. I call what I have LINO - Life In Name Only
 
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