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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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I've decided that when I finally do leave this world, I'm gonna get a small barbecue grill and some charcoal and burn it inside a tent that I have. I will probably seal up the inside with tape to make sure the CO doesn't leave the tent and will basically create my own peaceful gas chamber. While I'm not ready to do it yet I know that when I am ready, this is what I will do. I know this method isn't very common but I hope that other people who choose this option have good luck with it because I'm hoping the same for myself.

Of course I'm not depressed and I've been enjoying life quite a bit lately, but I want to end things on a high note instead of trying to do it at the depths of despair, which I have felt and it's not fun. I just want to have a fun time for a while and then surprise the world with a random suicide out of nowhere. No one will see it coming and no one will be able to stop me.
 
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Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
201
I live in a bedsitter, it's basically a living room with its own bathroom inside..plz teach me how this method works
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,939
I will have to figure out this method as I go but when I make my goodbye thread about it I hope my success can help someone else.
 
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hdead

Student
Jun 2, 2026
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I live in a bedsitter, it's basically a living room with its own bathroom inside..plz teach me how this method works
Check out the CO megathread. It's a lot of pages to get through but there's a lot of information there.
 
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Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
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I have researched death by CO asphyxiation and thankfully its a painless way to go...but do the coals have to be fully burning or partially
 
Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,939
I have researched death by CO asphyxiation and thankfully its a painless way to go...but do the coals have to be fully burning or partially
I guess I don't fully know that yet but just to be safe, I will burn them fully.
 
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thekop85

Sorry I'm not good at English.
Jul 3, 2026
64
I live in a bedsitter, it's basically a living room with its own bathroom inside..plz teach me how this method works
In most modern public buildings, due to fire safety systems,
this is not a good approach.
 

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