Worsethangarbage
Student
- Nov 13, 2018
- 138
Well, you might not know me...anyways. I am gonna try partial in a bit. Will update here if I fail.
Thanks for everything!
Thanks for everything!
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Mynameisnotimportant
5 years recovered. SS Vetran
- Aug 21, 2018
- 116
15dec
ember in the dark
- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,551
Hope you find the peace you're looking for, hugs
Retched
I see the chaos in your eyes.
- Oct 8, 2018
- 837
21Neberg
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2018
- 1,624
I wish you nothing but the best of luck! I hope you manage to overcome your survival instinct!
throwaway777
一人、部屋で、独り。
- Oct 3, 2018
- 641
Worsethangarbage
Student
- Nov 13, 2018
- 138
Ok, ready. Tied up the noose and ready to fall down.Wish you the best, safe travel companion. We are here if you need .
blueming
if we can stand outside the borders of time
- Sep 21, 2018
- 260
Politecat
Member
- Dec 9, 2018
- 56
Good luck, I wish you had more time so we could've talked. See you on the other side
Deleted member 4288
So much pain...
- Dec 3, 2018
- 82
Good luck! See you on the other side, hugs <3
im sorry life didn't treat you better :''(
I hope you find your peace.....
Worsethangarbage
Student
- Nov 13, 2018
- 138
UPDATE: chickened out. As I was suspending my body more and more, I started to feel dizzy. My whole body was sort of burning and half of my side was paralyzed. I passed out for a sec and then stood up. Tried again but failed.
I am a failure at killing myself too...it seems.
I will try again after gathering the energy. Until, then, peace out.Partial suspension is really hard, don't blame yourself. Most of us here have the same problem
Othermind
Specialist
- Dec 26, 2018
- 302
Don't beat yourself up, man.
Truth to be told, I think it's kind of a shit method that takes way too much effort to be worthwhile. Not your fault at all that you chickened out, most people (myself included) did/do.
Deleted member 4288
So much pain...
- Dec 3, 2018
- 82
I had the same experience with partial :(
I can't get it to work, but I'm still trying cause it's the only method I have...
Don't blame yourself, partial is so hard to do. It seems so easy in theory, but seems impossible in practice.
cu1len
:]
- Jan 3, 2019
- 86
I'm proud of you for trying! Since my first attempt at ctb I've been to afraid to try again. My first attempt was terrible and I was in excruciating pain for over an hour (I slit my wrists but not deep enough) and since then I've been doing more research (hoping to find a plant I could use instead: hemlock for example). It's terrifying when it comes to hanging (experimented with that too) but I love the control you have with partial hanging.Sorry it didn't work :( I couldn't do this method without being incredibly fucked up on other drugs first. I'd have to be super numbed out. Glad you're ok.
Politecat
Member
- Dec 9, 2018
- 56
Don't beat yourself over it, I tried partial last year but with no success, try it again, and if it doesn't work, don't forget there are other methods. Hugs for you in these trying times
Worsethangarbage
Student
- Nov 13, 2018
- 138
Sorry to hear that...since I am in the same situation. Only partial is available to me.Similar threads
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