I think it's over for me

[toseeyousmile]

Hanging out with my friends and even playing games I used to enjoy or doing really anything, I just can't find joy in them anymore. My means of escapism isn't working, not only that, I find myself feeling guilty over being a shit human being all the time. This has impacted me in ways like for example, there's a cute girl at the register or whatever, I would feel like a loser standing there. I realize that I'm unattractive and given up on myself or whatever, but it bothers me now, as if I am averse to things that are positive in a way, I'd rather choose the path of self-destructive behaviour, that's what I believe is right for me. I got my sn I think it'll be my time soon.

 

[ThriveOrDie]

I'm sorry things are this bad. Hugs.

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Is there anything at all that is more enjoyable? Even a little?

It's hard to turn a tiny bit of joy into a reason to live, but I just hate hearing that your world has become so bleak.

(((HUGS)))

 

[PreussenBlueJay]

I'm sorry that you are feeling joyless. Do you get any relief from talking about things?

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not enjoy anything as well, I live a very pointless, empty existence. I'm sorry you are in this situation, I know that it can be awful when everything seems hopeless. This life can be very depressing. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[forgotten15]

I am sorry you are having such a hard time. I wish I could say something helpful, but I am in the same situation. Is there any activity you enjoy doing that might bring your moral up a bit?
I must add that beauty is such a subjective concept, what is beautiful for me might be ugly for others. I am sure others don't see your looks like you see them. Plus, I really think that in the end the only thing that matters is a person's character, if someone is a shit person looks won't mean anything and sooner or later looks will not be enough if someone lacks principles and morality. I hope things will get better, hugs.