catdaddy2601
Member
- Aug 6, 2021
- 89
About to take 10ml of g, I'll be dead soon hopefully! I'm scared survival instinct will stop me... Need some encouragement
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Alwaysbadtime
Enlightened
- Jun 28, 2021
- 1,157
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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catdaddy2601
Member
- Aug 6, 2021
- 89
I'm struggling ... I keep putting the cup down every time i try to take it... Aarrrgh ... I'm reading through posts on this forum to try and get some courage !!
Bedrock48
Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
- Feb 1, 2021
- 540
If you can't tonight then don't, death will always be waiting for you when you're ready. Could you maybe put on some calming music or something? Soothe the nerves and give you time to think.
Sending my best thoughts to you.
catdaddy2601
Member
- Aug 6, 2021
- 89
I've typed up an email
I can't face tomorrow !! That means going into work knowing that I failed ... Thanks though
There is no shame in that.
If you have to read comments on an online forum to encourage yourself, you're probably not as ready as you think you are.
If you have your method ready, why the rush?
Snake of Eden
āYe shall be as gods..š šā
- Jun 22, 2021
- 2,472
Assuming you are using GHB and that 10 ml is the lethal dose, wouldnt you take less of it first to feel kinda euphoric and then use the 10 ml to ctb in the high state?
A_miStake_of_NATURE
I wish no one had to CTB..........
- Aug 14, 2020
- 703
it's not my place to judge or anything, but it seems that you're not quite ready yet. Though I absolutely understand how you're feeling right. I've been there. This SI is no jokeā¦. But in my opinion it should be done when you feel more or less peacefulā¦. I hope you will figure out what to doā¦ā¦Similar threads
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