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TheRaul95

TheRaul95

Student
Apr 25, 2020
132
Will keep updating this thread, when I start with SN...
 
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FriendofDeath

FriendofDeath

Elementalist
May 22, 2020
833
What happened that you are ready to ctb now?
 
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TheRaul95

Student
Apr 25, 2020
132
What happened that you are ready to ctb now?
Well, moments are changing. Im thinking on my setup, like getting gloves, music, etc...

Also I would do it without antiemetics. Wanna go out with honor and no fear...

Last thing, I need gloves
 
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4giveme

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May 23, 2020
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Good Luck brother! i haven't even made an order on SN yet. looks like it will be another month or 2 before i ctb. Thanks for that, would love to hear as much as possible up until the final moments. Nothing but support no matter what!
 
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TheRaul95

Student
Apr 25, 2020
132
Good Luck brother! i haven't even made an order on SN yet. looks like it will be another month or 2 before i ctb. Thanks for that, would love to hear as much as possible up until the final moments. Nothing but support no matter what!
Agree, Likewise :)

Might also get measuring spoon
 
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Gregorius

Better die with a smile than live with tears
Mar 16, 2020
50
V.Good luck. I will also go the next few days. My body feels like it's preparing to die. I've never had that before. I no longer have hunger, which makes fasting easier for me. sleep deprivation and sleep pills should take me just before I take sn
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Well, moments are changing. Im thinking on my setup, like getting gloves, music, etc...

Also I would do it without antiemetics. Wanna go out with honor and no fear...

Last thing, I need gloves
Gloves? Why?
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
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No one has ever used or needed gloves. You don't even touch it. Spoon to glass. It's not like SA.
 
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Anonymoussn

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May 12, 2020
379
Only just seen this. I messaged you yesterday with some questions, after I saw your comments on a thread, and you took the time to get back to me with each question. Even though that might seem like a small thing it really helped ease my mind about some concerns I have, and really helped me out. Thank you! I really appreciate having people like you on this forum, and I know that you'll be missed. I wish you all the best. And please know that I will be here if you ever need to talk!
 
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TheRaul95

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Apr 25, 2020
132
K got all the equipment, just waiting now for the "right time" I guess...:)
 
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Anonymoussn

Specialist
May 12, 2020
379
K got all the equipment, just waiting now for the "right time" I guess...:)
At least now you know all the things are there and you can push the button if you choose! That's something I think will be really comforting for me once everything arrives
 
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Niirvana

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Sep 18, 2020
436
For me death is liberating, it is a kind of cosmic orgasm and allows you to rest in peace and never feel pain again.
it does not matter if it is natural or induced, we have the right to choose.
 
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