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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
63
a bit impulsive but i just cant handle feeling like this anymore.

maybe i will attempt partial hanging?

No one will be checking on me till about 8akm tomorrow (over 12 hours). I think that will be enough time
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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Because you are feeling impulsive, I think you should take a breath and press pause. Plenty of attempts fail and I imagine impulsiveness play a big role in that. Partial hanging seems like a somewhat difficult method that requires precision.

I encourage you step back and wait until you are place of peace with your method and what you yourself are doing.

I hope you decide to wait to he a better headspace, but regardless, I wish you the best.
 
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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
63
Because you are feeling impulsive, I think you should take a breath and press pause. Plenty of attempts fail and I imagine impulsiveness play a big role in that. Partial hanging seems like a somewhat difficult method that requires precision.

I encourage you step back and wait until you are place of peace with your method and what you yourself are doing.

I hope you decide to wait to he a better headspace, but regardless, I wish you the best.
I appreciate your kindness
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
63
hey chat it was a failed attempt heh
 
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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
63
What happened
i woke up the next day after attempting to od. (which i already knew is very hard but i was desperate) i have vision and hearing problems for a couple days as well as some mobility issues (getting weak, light headed and shaky easily. its been a couple month now and im fine. waiting to get my hands on some SN
 

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