I think I'm fucked

[Ednospatient]

So my mom now knows I've ordered something poisonous. She saw the package in the bin and connected the dots and figured it out. She broke down in tears and questioned me on what I ordered, but I didn't say SN directly. The bag of SN is currently hidden in a relatably safe place but idk how I'll smuggle it home now because I want to die at home.

 

[Zinz]

Be careful. You don't want to end up on a suicide watch in the ER or ward.....

 

[eternalmelancholy]

Keep your SN stashed away in a safe place. Sounds like doing it at home is a bad idea. You don't want to be found mid attempt. What about renting a hotel room? Or if you have a car, drive somewhere remote where you won't be found for a while.