Venting i think i'll try it in a couple of hours

[scenecore fan]

pretty much the title... i dont want to live through tomorrow specifically, that day is fucking cursed for me, every single year that day has given me nothing but pain.
and u know whats funny? i kinda got blackmailed by my family into this shit i dont wanna do, so i had to scramble to come up with plans with my best friend for tomorrow, i bet it's gonna be a fun time... but i dunno, killing myself in the day i was forcefully brought to this awful world would be kind of poetic.

anyways... i don't have anything ready, i'll just try some random shit and see if i manage to die. i'll just come out to the dumbasses i call friends before i try to do anything, and ngl, i lowkey dont want to know how they will react, so if i manage to kms thats a bonus...

i didn't even finished my fucking suicide note... whatever... in case i do kick the bucket, i just wanna say that even if this website was founded by those 2 incels, there's ppl in here who legit are really nice, i wish y'all the best... and to the not so nice ppl in this site... uhm bye i guess

 

[larplarpsahur]

im sorry to hear ur going thru these things with ur family but please dont do "random shit" , 99% ur gonna fail any attempt and end up even worse if u dont do ur research first. ik it probably sucks to wake up and deal with bs all but genuinely please research and plan properly, u dont want to fail and be stuck in a vegetative state

 

[scenecore fan]

im sorry to hear ur going thru these things with ur family but please dont do "random shit" , 99% ur gonna fail any attempt and end up even worse if u dont do ur research first. ik it probably sucks to wake up and deal with bs all but genuinely please research and plan properly, u dont want to fail and be stuck in a vegetative state

I tried asphyxiating myself, yea, its hard to do it with no prep, after like 6 tries last night i only ended up realizing SI is a bitch and i spent the next like 3 hours with chest pain and trouble breathing. i just woke up and my chest still feels a lil weird. I feel kind of stupid ngl

 

[larplarpsahur]

I tried asphyxiating myself, yea, its hard to do it with no prep, after like 6 tries last night i only ended up realizing SI is a bitch and i spent the next like 3 hours with chest pain and trouble breathing. i just woke up and my chest still feels a lil weird. I feel kind of stupid ngl

if it brings u comfort i tried to od on oxy and i emptied my entire stomach onto my bed afterwards, do yo research

 

[UnoX48]

En gros, c'est dans le titre… Je ne veux pas vivre demain, ce jour est maudit pour moi, chaque année il ne m'a apporté que de la souffrance.
Et tu sais ce qui est drôle ? Ma famille m'a en quelque sorte forcé à faire cette merde que je ne voulais pas faire, alors j'ai dû me dépêcher de trouver des plans avec mon meilleur ami pour demain. Je parie qu'on va bien s'amuser... mais je ne sais pas, me suicider le jour où j'ai été amené de force dans ce monde horrible serait presque poétique.

Bref… je n'ai rien préparé, je vais juste tenter des trucs au hasard et voir si j'arrive à y passer. Je vais d'abord prévenir les crétins que j'appelle mes amis avant de faire quoi que ce soit, et pour être honnête, j'ai un peu peur de ne pas savoir comment ils vont réagir, alors si j'arrive à me suicider, c'est du bonus…

J'ai même pas fini ma putain de lettre de suicide... bref... au cas où je crève, je voulais juste dire que même si ce site a été fondé par ces deux incels, il y a des gens vraiment sympas ici, je vous souhaite le meilleur... et aux moins sympas... euh, salut, je suppose.

You can keep your thoughts about incels to yourself... respect and tolerance should come first.Fascism of thought has no place here