I had them already for a while, but I perceived them to be causing me anxiety, which in itself just shows how badly my anxiety has gotten out of control and I'll probably have to ctb. I'll try a few more things to see if I get better before I go but I think they're just going to be a futile waste of time.
The sad thing is I feel like I could probably be helped if the mental health system wasn't so restrictive in its treatments. I suppose I'll have to comfort myself with death even though it's really painful to think that it's come to this.
I'll tell you guys if I chicken out.
The sad thing is I feel like I could probably be helped if the mental health system wasn't so restrictive in its treatments. I suppose I'll have to comfort myself with death even though it's really painful to think that it's come to this.
I'll tell you guys if I chicken out.
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