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Eadamk

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Apr 7, 2021
33
I just can't take it anymore. I might shoot myself tonight
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,622
I'm sorry you are in this situation. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
I'm sorry you're in pain. No matter what you decide, I hope you can find peace.
 
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ForeverLonely82

ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
249
Rather you didn't,but I understand and sorry life has brought you to a point of feeling the need to end it. I hope you find peace instead of suffering.
 
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Eadamk

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Apr 7, 2021
33
I'm just so very tired. I miss my wife so much. I'm in physical pain. I'm worth more dead. I can take care of people with my Will
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
sorry to hear that. If you want to vent or say something, we are here for you ❤
 
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Eadamk

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Apr 7, 2021
33
The anxiety is just too much to handle. I just want it to be over. I'm trying to stop drinking, but I can't sleep. Nothing helps.
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
I'd say...wait. People shoot themselves and don't hit the right spot sometimes. You gotta research. Take care and may God,if he's real,watch over you!😇
 
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Eadamk

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Apr 7, 2021
33
Couldn't do it
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
Couldn't do it
You aren't alone. I've been there, so I know how dreadful a failed attempt can feel. I get that it's immensely difficult, but please don't blame yourself. 🤗

At the same time, I'm grateful that you're still here with us. I'll cling onto the hope that a miracle occurs for you in life. Nobody deserves to endure perpetual suffering without respite. :heart:
 
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xrosex

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Dec 21, 2021
25
I hope your okay, hugs.
 
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Eadamk

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Apr 7, 2021
33
I'm better this morning. Sleep was hard. I'm going to my doctor and try to get some help
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,911
Yeah, shooting yourself unless is some heavy duty weapon isn't the best method.
 
Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
567
I'm better this morning. Sleep was hard. I'm going to my doctor and try to get some help
I'm glad you're feeling better now and didn't CTB impulsively last night. I hope your doctor is able to help you. I wish you the best.
 
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Eadamk

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Apr 7, 2021
33
Thank everyone. I'm not going to do it.
 
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NotStrongEnough

NotStrongEnough

Nihilist extraordinaire
Oct 3, 2021
85
Wish you the best. You made the right choice for you, and that's all we can do. I'm happy that, if you feel like you need to stay alive, that you did. One more day never hurt anyone.

If you're comfortable with it, please keep us updated. We're here.
 
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