I think I have a date

[SadLoser]

January 4th, 2022.

it's a special date for me because of something that happened on that day a number of years ago. The last time I was happy, and probably the only time I was happy in my teenage/ adult life.

I'm at the lowest point of my life right now and it's only getting worse. I simply wouldn't be able to make it past January 4th, realising that another year has passed since that time.

I admit I have done basically no research (i'm about to) but what's the method where you out some sort of mask on your face that tricks your brain into thinking you're inhaling oxygen when you're really not? That's the easiest one, right?
Edit: just learned it's called an exit bag

 

[ClownMe]

I'm sorry you're suffering so much, and by the sounds of it, have been suffering for a long time, I know exactly how excruciating it is to suffer for a long period with no real joy.

The date I have in mind to ctb is January 1st, shortly after the New Year's Eve fireworks after midnight, I think it's a good time to end it all because each New Year is symbolic of new hope, but of course that new hope is soon crushed not too long into the new year, so ill get to avoid that by going out not too long after the New Year. But of course, a date is just a date, ill be glad to leave at any point after my beloved dog passes away.

If this is your last few months on earth then I hope you go peacefully and find eternal peace, free from the horrors of this existence.

 

[SadLoser]

I'm sorry you're suffering so much, and by the sounds of it, have been suffering for a long time, I know exactly how excruciating it is to suffer for a long period with no real joy.

The date I have in mind to ctb is January 1st, shortly after the New Year's Eve fireworks after midnight, I think it's a good time to end it all because each New Year is symbolic of new hope, but of course that new hope is soon crushed not too long into the new year, so ill get to avoid that by going out not too long after the New Year. But of course, a date is just a date, ill be glad to leave at any point after my beloved dog passes away.

If this is your last few months on earth then I hope you go peacefully and find eternal peace, free from the horrors of this existence.

Thank you for that, means a lot. And I hope you find peace too.
It sucks that things have to be this way.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that things are so bad. It is an awful feeling when things keep on getting worse. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.