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kouna

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Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
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So far I thought about FSH, however it seems too brutal.
I have access to SN very cheaply, I can get half a kilo for a about 50 eur. However, again the process seems a bit complicated and I don't know how I can get antiemetics. If you know any source online, even on the Dark web, feel free to inform me.

I can get the following opioids:
1,5 gr of methadone for around 300 eur: Toxic dose starts at 200mg although there have been reports of people CTBing with 50mg
500mg of codeine for less than 50 eur: You can't really metabolize more that 500mg (which is lethal btw)

If you add to the above cocktail benzos and alcohol the effects of the opioids multiply. So should be a fairly safe yet excessive method
 
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le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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to be honest unsure.


this is the breaking from PPH. but look at this amount of medicine.
my 2 cent and ignorant opinion i wouldnt take that chance.

but if you go with it please document the steps
 
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