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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
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Everyday everytime
 
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zirikov

zirikov

Member
Feb 9, 2021
10
Same here. I'm almost doing it. Just need SN or jump from a building. I'm trying to choose one option.
 
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Charaltontin

Charaltontin

Member
Apr 2, 2021
60
Its really like that there isn't a day or an hour that goes by that I don't think about it
 
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RowdyH999

Student
Mar 17, 2021
136
It gets me through work each day. Looking forward to ctb this summer so much I think about it alllll day.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
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me to thank about 24 -7
 
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sunsetintehwoods

sunsetintehwoods

Same rules apply
Feb 22, 2021
128
Yep, it have some disadvantages to be single-task man
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
Not exactly suicide but death has been on my mind since 6. I remember thinking as a kid that I wouldn't mind dying really young since everything that comes after is even more shitty. lol I was correct.
 
WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Me too! And it doesn't matter how happy I am! Suicide seems to be part of my DNA.
 
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fred farkle

fred farkle

Specialist
Dec 17, 2020
346
i think about it all day,too. the thing is,though,sometimes i feel i am gonna do it,othervtimes it seems to be receeding. i would love to ctb out of here,but what then? i dont want to be nothing. i hate my life,but i like being alive.
 
DarkWolf

DarkWolf

Worthless Loser
Mar 29, 2021
201
I think about it all the time, it's like breathing. Haven't even slept all night. I just want to fucking die and no one understands.
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
Suicidal ideation gang
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
409
Same here... There was months that I didn't do that, but now those thoughts are here again.
 

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