I started my improvement plan, I just wanted to say something before I leave for a year

[Busticket]

I started my improvement plan today.
I haven't mastuebated, watchd porn, youtube, drank coca cola in 24 hours.
And today I went to the gym and cycled for 1 hour on the bicycle machine.

I just wanted to say this.
I don't care how good looking other guys are or how many women they had sex with (I only had sex twice in my life and I am almost 29) or what a cute gf who loves them they have (no women ever payed attention to me or liked me) I would NEVER want to be somebody else.
I was born me, and I will be me until the bitter end.
No matter how shit my life is.

I am going to be lonely and without ever having a gf until the day I drop dead of old age but you know what?
So fucking be it.
I am me and ONLY until the bitter fucking lonely, gf less bitter end.
I would never want to be David Beckham, Christiano Ronaldo, my cousin who is good looking and muscular and had many gf or any other guy.

Let the entire world have a gf besides me, I don't care.
I only ever want to be me.

Goodbye and I will see you on Friday, July 8th, 2022.

 

[nopointofliving]

I'm glad you took that road. It's important the we have difference experiences and try new things. It's important that we appreciate ourselves, and love our being in spite of all the shit we went through our lives. I wish you the best my friend. Be you, even if you're the worst person on earth, just be you. Much love <3

 

[All Things Must Pass]

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[Symbiote]

!RemindMe on 7/18/2021

 

[Ramirez]

I started my improvement plan today.
I haven't mastuebated, watchd porn, youtube, drank coca cola in 24 hours.
And today I went to the gym and cycled for 1 hour on the bicycle machine.

I just wanted to say this.
I don't care how good looking other guys are or how many women they had sex with (I only had sex twice in my life and I am almost 29) or what a cute gf who loves them they have (no women ever payed attention to me or liked me) I would NEVER want to be somebody else.
I was born me, and I will be me until the bitter end.
No matter how shit my life is.

I am going to be lonely and without ever having a gf until the day I drop dead of old age but you know what?
So fucking be it.
I am me and ONLY until the bitter fucking lonely, gf less bitter end.
I would never want to be David Beckham, Christiano Ronaldo, my cousin who is good looking and muscular and had many gf or any other guy.

Let the entire world have a gf besides me, I don't care.
I only ever want to be me.

Goodbye and I will see you on Friday, July 8th, 2022.

I wish you good luck! Also I LOVE your mindset!