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Tintypographer

Tintypographer

I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
Apr 29, 2020
470
I see suicide as an escape with very few consequences for me. I won't be able to feel anything after. I won't have to worry about guilt or fear after. I won't have stresses and deadlines after. I won't have to worry about what others feel after. I won't have to worry about feeling selfish after. I won't hate my life after. I won't wish I was dead after. I won't have people begging me for signatures or quality assurance problems after. I won't have an abusive spouse after. I won't have to manufacture hope or the appearance of happiness after. And I won't feel depression to the point of physical pain and exhaustion after.

I see so few upsides to being alive.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,613
To me, life is just meaningless suffering, it is a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it. There is nothing good about being alive, I prefer the sound of death to any kind of life. I also see suicide as an escape, all that I want is eternal nothingness. I wish you the best.
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
The logic is air tight. You will leave a wake of devastation, but you won't be alive to face those consequences. As long as death is truly nothingness. The guilt leading up to death is really rough at least in my situation but I know it ends with death.
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
That's the crux of the biscuit
I figure I'm choosing to end things because life here isn't tolerable to me. I'm not making assumptions about what happens next. If the next thing is even worse, well, then I'll figure out how to deal with that, same as I did in this life. No way to know til I'm there!
 
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thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
As a right action because of inborn errors which make life painful.
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,160
I personally consider suicide as the most self compassionate choice I am ever gonna get in this fucked up life of mine. No more of narcissistic abusers,hypocrite pro-lifers,bullies and overly judgemental people. No more of the flashbacks and having to constantly live in hypervigilence all the time,waiting for the next attack. No more being ostracised and assaulted for the things I didn't do. Many times suicide is a very logical and humane choice, that the toxic positive society which perpetually live in denial of other's sufferings,fail to understand.
 
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