I see a lot of people always talk about how they don’t CTB because of their family. Anyone else WANT to CTB because of them?

[UglyLife82]

My family is toxic, hateful and awful. I am so ashamed that they are mine and the only one that i'll ever get. It's a major reason I want to CTB. On the brightside though, I don't have to worry about how they'll take it if I were to do it. Almost comforting in a way knowing I'll hurt no one and no one will care

 

[wham311]

Yes but for the opposite reason, I don't want to burden them anymore

 

[hereornot]

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[Freebandzgang]

Im sorry to hear that. Not to sound rude or anything but I wish I had a family as bad as yours because I wouldnt have suffered as much as i have. My family is the only reason I dont commit. Without them I would have been dead 5 years ago. I still struggle with ctb every day though.