I realized I've been doing nothing but taking up space my whole life...

[TheCuriousityDude]

I've done nothing but slacked off in school, put extra weight on my parent's shoulders, and act like a weirdo/freak everywhere I go.

My whole life, I've had no talent, always ranked below my peers, and overall done nothing of value...

I know that I'm "only 17", but others who are only 17 have been trying their best in school since elementary, they've helped out their parents in significant ways, wherever they go they always have a positive influence on their peers, etc...and I'm not referring to celebrity high schoolers, either. Just people around my school. They're ALL better than me.

Heck, I was already doomed from the get-go...in pre-school, I was always an anti-social lazy freak, whilst most other kids my age were playful and social creatures, who played sports and tried their best in everything they did.

I don't know how I'll commit suicide, or when...but I'll think up of something. Whether it's at 17, at 25, at 30, at 40, at 50, etc...I promise, I WILL commit suicide one day.

Even if it's slow...like cigarette smoking, or heavy drinking, eating junk food, etc...I'll shorten my life span somehow.

 

[throwaway123]

wow, this could've just as easily been written by me. It's all true.

 

[GerMann]

Believe me or not
Even if it's slow...like cigarette smoking, or heavy drinking, eating junk food, etc..
if you get really sick, your live get worst, please don't try to go this way.

 

[ThisIsTheEnd]

I've done nothing but slacked off in school, put extra weight on my parent's shoulders, and act like a weirdo/freak everywhere I go.

My whole life, I've had no talent, always ranked below my peers, and overall done nothing of value...

I know that I'm "only 17", but others who are only 17 have been trying their best in school since elementary, they've helped out their parents in significant ways, wherever they go they always have a positive influence on their peers, etc...and I'm not referring to celebrity high schoolers, either. Just people around my school. They're ALL better than me.

Heck, I was already doomed from the get-go...in pre-school, I was always an anti-social lazy freak, whilst most other kids my age were playful and social creatures, who played sports and tried their best in everything they did.

I don't know how I'll commit suicide, or when...but I'll think up of something. Whether it's at 17, at 25, at 30, at 40, at 50, etc...I promise, I WILL commit suicide one day.

Even if it's slow...like cigarette smoking, or heavy drinking, eating junk food, etc...I'll shorten my life span somehow.

Yep, this is 100% me. Even the age is the same!