
i dont feel real.
No more sense in this
- Apr 13, 2024
- 89
I fucking hate myself. I hate this world, full of assholes and bad people that damage other without an actual reason. I fucking hate them. I have no skills, no tastes, nothing. I know nothing about nothing. Just a stupid worthless, asshole, without friends or social interaction. That's what I am. I'm not skilled in anything. And I'm not being dramatical, like "well, yeah, but you are interested on each or other subject", or "you are philosophical", or "smart". When I say nothing, I mean it. Nothing. Im not smart, there is nothing that catches my interest, there is nothing I know about. Just my stupid job.
Now, my stupid therapist wants to put me in a group therapy, just because "hey, your social skills aren't too good, we can manage that. Maybe you could talk to people in the train, or in the job, or whatsoever", bullshit. That's pure bullshit. I feel like she never cared about me. Never, she just cares about being paid, nothing about the others. I should have replaced her and I will now, she can go to hell.
I'm already tired of writing. I'm just a complete mess, a total mess.
Now, my stupid therapist wants to put me in a group therapy, just because "hey, your social skills aren't too good, we can manage that. Maybe you could talk to people in the train, or in the job, or whatsoever", bullshit. That's pure bullshit. I feel like she never cared about me. Never, she just cares about being paid, nothing about the others. I should have replaced her and I will now, she can go to hell.
I'm already tired of writing. I'm just a complete mess, a total mess.