Discussion I never thought id be alive past a certain age! Can anyone relate?

[miserymouse]

As a child I had a plan to commit suicide at the age of 18. I'm 20 now. I turn 21 in August, but I'm not sure if I'll it to that point.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Im not gonna give my age. Ive been on earth a bit, yes. I outlasted all my friends now whom died young. One from suicide. I have PTSD for a reason myself. That I'm alive is a miracle in itself.

 

[marimo420]

I think I've known since I was in my mid teens. I just turned 27 and every year feels more and more like I'll end it before my next birthday but it never happens...