I NEED to die, it's not a matter of choice

[NothingElseMatters]

Anyone in the same position? It's suffocating.

 

[theguineapigking]

I think that most of us feel that way dude. Welcome to the club :(


I sincerely hope that somehow things get better for you.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

I think that most of us feel that way dude. Welcome to the club :(


I sincerely hope that somehow things get better for you.

It hurts

 

[wanttodie]

yes i feel the same way

 

[Hurt]

I feel the same way too. I can't stand this. It's so tiring. A hell of life.

 

[Pisceslilith]

Everything is so goddamn annoying, I can't stand it. You're right it's so suffocating.

 

[deadverysoon]

yes i know what you mean. its not that i want to. but the other option is to have a shitty life. and at some point its just okay for me to ctb. tried to - but i was just overkilled the last two years. wonder why stabbing someone with a knife is a crime but killing people with system is not.

 

[Ednospatient]

yeah me too

 

[down for the count]

I felt like that all day and then it went away. I wonder when it will come back.

 

[xLosthopex]

Kind of yeah
I wish I could go back in time and undo the damage that has led me to this point, I don't want to have to ctb but I feel like it's my only choice, even though there are things in my life that are worth living for, I've fucked up my life to such an extent I don't see any other option

 

[logan]

Kind of yeah
I wish I could go back in time and undo the damage that has led me to this point, I don't want to have to ctb but I feel like it's my only choice, even though there are things in my life that are worth living for, I've fucked up my life to such an extent I don't see any other option

That's exactly how it looks to me ...

 

[MeltedJello]

I feel exactly the same way. There really is nothing keeping me alive anymore.

 

[Samsara]

I feel the same way despite having an okay-ish life right now. Things really went downhill emotionally for me after I lost hope in my ability to ctb though

 

[FuneralCry]

I do feel a need to die, as I know things will get worse for me in the future. Everything is pretty much hopeless and I need to ctb to prevent decades of suffering. This is what I want though, life is simply not for me. I just want to become nothing. I see life as a pointless, terrible thing. I understand it is a suffocating position to be in, as it is difficult to leave this world. I have wanted to die for a long time but I am still here.