Method I need to CTB very soon.

[ilovepsyschonaut4]

I feel nauseous almost 24/7.

Death seems so peaceful right now.

I wake up every morning with puffy eyes from the night before.

At this point I'd do anything.

Any method.

No matter how painful.

Any suggestions?

 

[Slark]

You must be suffering a lot. I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point. I don't have a specific method to recommend, but don't do anything impulsively, think carefully, and if this is really what you want, choose a method considered reasonably efficient. I hope you'll be okay, whatever your choice may be.

 

[Terrible_Life]

I feel nauseous almost 24/7.

Death seems so peaceful right now.

I wake up every morning with puffy eyes from the night before.

At this point I'd do anything.

Any method.

No matter how painful.

Any suggestions?

I'm so sorry I also feel like I must ctb soon because I feel so exhausted from all the suffering. I think at some point the last final energy which was left to keep everything going will vanish because the suffering will signal to our subconscious that theres no hope no alternative in which we could be happy left and then everything will get much worse in a skyrocketed pace.

 

[darksouls]

however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, all I wish and hope for is the peace of non-existence where this torturous, cruel existence is finally no longer my problem, I hope you find freedom from suffering.

 

[Baisley]

I feel exactly like you do. It sucks! You won't get any suggestions on this site though. Everyone will tell you to read the mega thread and to figure it out yourself. I know for some of us it's not that easy. I would try to help you but I can't even figure out anything for myself, I want to CTB also.

 

[Macedonian1987]

If I don't had access to SN I would have chosen plastic bag + large dose of benzos and antiemetics to keep the benzos down.
I'm sorry you suffer so much. I truly am .