Venting I need man in my life

[ZardozOmega]

I'm lonely :/
I guess I'd just make his life worse

 

[Good4Nothing]

I need a woman. Im lonely, too. Let's start a club.

 

[Arthaniel]

Loneliness is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I had a lot of shit in my life, but I was dealing with everything when the closest person was by my side, when she left me even leaving the house is a problem that is hard to solve

 

[reticen]

Yeah, it took me a long time to admit it to myself but I'm probably CTB'ing solely due to loneliness.

 

[SadGuyWannaDie]

Loneliness has exacerbated my already existing grief to unmanageable proportions.

 

[SuicideBoys93]

I need a woman. Im lonely, too. Let's start a club.

I just got cheated on by my ex-wife so I'm down lol.

 

[Good4Nothing]

I just got cheated on by my ex-wife so I'm down lol.

You can be in our club.

 

[StringPuppet]

I need more money for onlyfans

To clarify: OF is the only way I can get women to talk to me

 

[rt1989526]

I was in denial for a long time about it getting high and drunk and then when I get sober I realized how bad it was. Plus all my other bullshit = ctb

 

[ZardozOmega]

I need more money for onlyfans

I know this is going to sound really pathetic, but I can't even watch porn anymore because for some reason it reminds of how lonely I am

 

[StringPuppet]

I know this is going to sound really pathetic, but I can't even watch porn anymore because for some reason it reminds of how lonely I am

I don't think that's pathetic, back when I was researching NoFap I read that a lot of people feel lonely watching porn

 

[Ghost2211]

I basically always feel lonely. I love my kids very much, but it's not the same as talking to or hanging out with other adults.

 

[deleted]

i need a bullet in my head :(

 

[PointlessStruggle]

Some people are doomed to live alone, myself included. Im coping with starting a youtube channel for games I like but I can't see it going anywhere

I basically always feel lonely. I love my kids very much, but it's not the same as talking to or hanging out with other adults.

As I grew older I started to live with my mom more like a room mate/friend than a parent. Idk if it will be the same for you but when I hit around age 15 or 16 the dynamic changed a bit. So I guess hopefully there's that on the horizon

I need more money for onlyfans

To clarify: OF is the only way I can get women to talk to me

Brutal

 

[Deleted member 23586]

Same! And when I tell people this they usually respond by invalidating my needs as if they know better than me. Like I'm so so lonely., J'm touch starved, and I crave for intimacy, protection, and affection. But no matter how hard I try, I'm just invisible and not heard. :/

 

[Time to fly]

Would love a girlfriend but not going to happen so either carry on in this lonely hateful existing or ctb...ding ding bus comimg

 

[shay23]

Even in a relationship I was still suicidal and ended up putting my whole worth in a person who left me as I was so hard to deal with.
I know it's hard but if you can find it in you to be comfortable with yourself and your own company then you choose to be in a relationship with someone because you like them not because you need them

 

[degeneratewaste]

seems so many people here struggle with loneliness.

for me, personally, relationships complicate fucking everything. probably because I reek of brokenness so much that I only attract abusive men. only ever seems to be the cause of more problems and more ctb fuel.

yet, I still have this crippling feeling of loneliness. everyone I ever have leaves me, and it makes me want to cling on to any hopes of a real, tangible relationship and the cycle repeats. I have to discipline myself so hard not to seek relationships because I only ever damage myself when I do. but living alone, and having to lay with my thoughts is terrifying.

I'm sorry that we are all so lonely. I wish I could be there to hug every single one of you.

 

[Marktheghost]

I need a woman. Im lonely, too. Let's start a club.

Can I join please?

 

[Time to fly]

seems so many people here struggle with loneliness.

for me, personally, relationships complicate fucking everything. probably because I reek of brokenness so much that I only attract abusive men. only ever seems to be the cause of more problems and more ctb fuel.

yet, I still have this crippling feeling of loneliness. everyone I ever have leaves me, and it makes me want to cling on to any hopes of a real, tangible relationship and the cycle repeats. I have to discipline myself so hard not to seek relationships because I only ever damage myself when I do. but living alone, and having to lay with my thoughts is terrifying.

I'm sorry that we are all so lonely. I wish I could be there to hug every single one of you.

Virtual hug back to you...this reply really touched me and I feel for you..rings true with so much of my life although I attract the wrong women

 

[ThrownAwayTom]

Yeah I spent a while in denial that being alone is a big part of my depression. The two and a half years with my ex was the only happy time of my life. Being alone now, in a place where I don't know a single person, knowing that she's happier with some other guy, is pretty much a permanent punch in the gut. I want to say it's not better to have loved and lost, but I crave some kind of company all the time. I've just resigned to it anyway, I don't try to make myself appeal in that way. Effort for disappointment.

 

[VivaldiBR]

Its hard to feel happy alone. But if you dont have a love relationship, you could find company with family and friends. At least, its what im doing. Not seeking for anybody right now, so...

We are social beings, I dont believe we could be happy isolated.

 

[ZardozOmega]

Some people are doomed to live alone, myself included. Im coping with starting a youtube channel for games I like but I can't see it going anywhere

As I grew older I started to live with my mom more like a room mate/friend than a parent. Idk if it will be the same for you but when I hit around age 15 or 16 the dynamic changed a bit. So I guess hopefully there's that on the horizon

Brutal

That is so true. I guess not everyone is meant to make it, both in love and life. Still hurts like hell, though.

 

[Kramer]

Dating apps are shit. Meeting people is impossible with a mask on. Hell, it was hard even before the pandemic to meet people. What's the point of being able to attract women when they're mostly strangers in a store I can't approach because of social norms?

 

[Astronomer]

I just got cheated on by my ex-wife so I'm down lol.

 

[It'sNotLookingGood]

I need more money for onlyfans

To clarify: OF is the only way I can get women to talk to me

I know this is going to sound really pathetic, but I can't even watch porn anymore because for some reason it reminds of how lonely I am

Stop watching porn. It hollows the soul, and leaves you empty and more lonely than before.

Do it for this reason alone, and we don't even need to mention the despicable industry, the way it rewires your brain, how addictive it is and how they facilitate this, the fact the huge dopamine rush is literally just stealing happiness from later etc.

It is not worth it for the immediate physical gratification. You are better than that.

What you say doesn't sound pathetic at all to me Zardoz! I think it sounds human and normal.

 

[Good4Nothing]

Can I join please?

You're in the club.

 

[Umbrellaterm]

 

[Astronomer]

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[SmellyRat]

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