I need help

[Kfay14]

I need advice on the best method with easy access.

I don't want to die because of depression or because my life was bad. I want to die because my life was actually really, really good up until about a year ago.

I had 3 good jobs, a beautiful child, a good home, and a brand new car.

I since then have gotten a hypoxic brain injury from a failed attempt, and I have encephalopathy from a b1 deficiency. I am deteriorating by the day and face a nursing home. This is not what I wanted for my life. I basically spend every single day in an immense amount of pain, rocking back and force realizing im drifting farther out mentally.

Is there a method that is fail proof with easy access?

I'm to the point that I'd rather just jump off something or go play in traffic..but I need a method that's fail proof. Any ideas?

 

[LoveAndMonsters]

I don't think any method is fail proof, but I'd say look at the N and SN method guides and make sure to follow the method to a T

I hope you can find peace soon

 

[freelifexit]

I since then have gotten a hypoxic brain injury from a failed attempt

what kind of attempt? what happened?

fail proof with easy access

N or SN has a good chance

 

[Kfay14]

N? What does that stand for? Sorry. New here.

The attempt was strangulation.

 

[freelifexit]

N - nembutal, SN - sodium nitrite

The attempt was strangulation.

like hanging? what happened?